I had a dream last night that Mara and I were sitting in our front yard in the middle of the night. Each of us had something in front of us which represented our interests, like a computer, but not a computer. In all of the houses around us the lights were on, but there wasn’t a peep in the neighborhood from anyone else. I remember looking at those lighted windows and thinking about how very tired I was of sitting apart from everyone else. This run is killing us, but we can’t quit anytime soon.